as a game i put my hand over the flame

Once again i'm reminded of the things i should never have forgotten.


That what they teach is more to do with fantasy than theory, because if income=output, then my maid would own this house and i'd be on the streets.

And that giving your all hardly matters.
Because it's never enough if you're just not the right person.

A person who's talented at, say, photography, but strives to be an astronaut, will, at best be a lousy astronaut.

that's from a movie, but i can't remember the title because a drinker drinks when his chips are down.



and my chips are down

And, i've been reminded
that betrayal is the only feeling that truly, deeply hurts.