What can I say about today? I don't know it was pretty good. Much more memorable than the last few. What better way of waking up than to a call from Ian an Julian. At 7.30am. Sometimes I wish it was still 2008. At least there was always something to look forward too. Now there's only JB.
I actually don't have a problem with Sunway JB. In fact, I think I should be grateful I didn't get sent back to form 6. Not that there's anything lousy about form 6; I just want to get as far away from the Malaysian Education system as possible. Form 6 is is an okay option, it's not like a last resort or anything. It's just that it's run by Malaysians. And we all know how that always turns out.
Sunway JB's run by Malaysians as well. I won't say it's better than form 6. But if someone asked me if I'd rather study in an air condition room at the cost of 1ooo bucks a month; I'd go with that option. Even though the money isn't mine and I won't have the slightest idea how it feels to spend money until I've earned it. I'm THAT selfish.
I really really really want to be anywhere but JB. I don't think I'd fit into Singapore. I haven't been there for a long time. And I heard it's too tough for even the best Malaysians.
KL is too expensive and out of the way I guess. I still have one last shot at changing their minds before I just give up. I don't understand. My dad is paying nearly 1000 bucks a month on electricity, water, food, taxes, allowance to keep me in JB. I'd need a little less than that to just survive in KL. It's not like I like clubbing or pubbing. It doesn't even have to be KL. I just want to be left alone when I study. Is that too much to ask for? When I'm in JB, I'm in my comfort zone. there's always an Xbox, a tv, dogs, a car, cash, food. There's always a way to NOT study. I don't want that option. I want to be given the means to survive so I can earn a life instead of just getting it the easy way.
But if they aren't going to give me that chance, then I'll make do with Sunway JB.
Anyway, like I said, one last chance. What have I got to lose anyway? Nothing's ever been acomplished by anyone who's not tried right? So I'd better give it one last shot.
It doesn't even have to be KL. It could be anywhere but home. Except Kelantan. Seriously. No Kelantan.
And one last thing.
I've lied about a lot of things lately.
But most recently, I lied about having only one trick up my sleeve.
because I've got two.
And if there is a God, then I hope (whichever side he's on) that he does his part.
As I've done my part in it.
Wish me luck!
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