Broken Hands is a resurrection of Walk with me in Hell.
We Die Alone is a resurrection of One Gun.
Shoulder of your God is a resurrection of Remorse is for Dead.
Dead Seeds is a resurection of Now you've got something to Die for.
Anyone who knows Lamb of God knows. Anyone who doesn't doesn't. Ignorance is bliss? Not in this case. Muahahaha.
I'm drowning inside. But Lamb of God is working its magic and keeping me smiling stupidly. I like not thinking. Especially now.
But enough about that. I don't want to be depressed so I'm going to not talk about depressing things. Instead. I'm going to suppress all bitter, self-loathing, sad feelings so that it forms a cage and I can eventually have a valid reason to go insane. And murder people. But right now that's not an option. See? I'm planning for my future. Where better to start than the state of my mind?!
A lot of things aren't right though. Insanity is wasted on the mad. Youth is wasted on the young. Wealth is wasted on the rich. And granpa is wasted on the couch.
Julian is a mad bastard. I mean, who keeps 7 meals worth of shit to be painfully excreted days later? It's sick. Bleargh.
Sometimes I wonder, am I the only one who's monitoring the blogosphere every time I get? I think I am. It scares me. I'm like a blog stalker. I just wait until the next person updates so I can go read that. But I wasn't always like this.
There's just so little that interests me here. Most of my family members are in love with the idiot box. The spend hours just sitting there staring at it dreamily. And when I'm sitting with them, I'm the only one who takes my eyes off the screen every so often to see if anyone's crying. Or sleeping. I just don't see the point in watching television. I mean, there's youtube, dvds and downloadable movies. I want to be able to at least have the power to choose what I want to watch. And my watching experience is different from most. I don't usually watch a movie as a movie. I prefer finding something to praise or in most cases, criticize.
And since TV is out the question, all I've got left to do here is go cycling, read, write and use the laptop. And that's basically all I do for fun around here.
I'm semi-convinced that the government have been sending insect-spies to disturb my sleep.
First, a cockroach on my bed.
Then a spider.
Try to sneak up on me again spider, you're squished up now ain't you. haha. Human supremacy!
On a side note, I think spiders are the coolest bugs on the planet. I mean, some jumping spiders are so intelligent that they use flanking techniques. And spiders don't use that 'extensor' muscle system that grasshoppers use. Spiders have HYDRAULICS. Seriously. I just read that this afternoon. That's why when you squish a spider some, or all of its legs curl upwards. It's because the hydraulic system gets punctured. Ayo, no need to explain la. But essentially, they increase and decrease 'blood pressure' to each leg to get it to extend and contract. I think that's pretty darn cool.
A few days back, a large dragonfly was flying around in the bedroom.
And today, this piece of fuck.
I caught it though. Supposed to be Julian's birthday present, but I'm not THAT cruel. I went to the door to let it out of the house. But the moment I opened up the case, it flew and landed on my foot. I flew 10 metres up and it flew away, no doubt snickering. Cheeky bastard.
The clouds are just as pretty as the sun here. Though for some weird reason it hardly rains even when the sky indicates that Heaven is at that stage where it would barge into a public toilet without paying the 20 cent rental.
I'm serious. It was so goddam windy, but it drizzled for barely 6 seconds. then. Nothing. Wow, that's just grand.
Oh, and would you like to see my mask?
I just got it done, but I don't have a picture of it.
This is the mask yesterday:
It's really dusty. And now that it's done, I'm gonna scare the shit out of my family back in JB. Oh, and a few friends. I know in this pic it looks really stupid. But my grandparents helped cut open eye holes, stictch a mouth and shaped the top so it doesn't look like all I did was put my head in a sack of rice. Nope. That would be silly.
Poor ole Bauer. I'm gonna leave him. Perhaps his luck will turn around and he'll get adopted. I really had a thing for him. Even though he always stayed 10 feet away from me.
And this here is proof that I'm at my best when my brain gets a rush of blood.
10% of a 750 piece jigsaw puzzle done in less than an hour. I know it sounds stupid. But this was my first attempt on a jigsaw puzzle in at least 10 years. Plus, most of the pieces on this set were blue. It was impossible to piece the sky together if it's featureless!
At the supermarket, I looked around for some weird brand that only a completely stupid Thai or Chinese company would call their product.
And look what I found:
Chips Omn. In case you don't know Omn stands for Oh My Ninja. It's replacing Omg. And I think from now on I'm going to use that term instead.
You'd be surprised how pictureseque ... *spell checks*... picturesque some things are in Perak.
Look at that. I call it Sapro-epiphitism. Fuck yeah. (hope I don't fail SPM bio)
Just look at that cloud-break. It's as though there is a god and His purpose is to provide epic sunsets for the people of Perak, who are, sadly, deprived of so many things. But then again, JB is kinda ulu compared to KL, so I bet some guy with an ego bigger than mine will probably end up saying something similar about JB. Like I Care! LIC. Wow, I just invented a new internet shortformed thingamajig. Next time someone criticizes you, just say LIC.
Hahaha, oh you won't believe this. Remember the Chinaman who sent his dog on me? I found him outside his estate on a tractor! I'm 90% sure it's him. He had that same look about him and he was wearing the same shirt. I bet he never got to taking a bath. Bugger:
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