Why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why did i stop believing in god.....
Now, all He's doing is fucking my life up, one day at a time. I have a sick feeling in my stomach that things are gonna get really bad for me really soon. But maybe I deserve it. I deserve to be the good guy as well as the bad guy, depending on who or what.
You know how I feel right now? I feel so bad that I don't think I'm gonna post this post for my readers, but for myself. THAT is how bad I feel. I feel like so empty and frustrated that I have to start listening to lamb of god and nevermore again because audioslave and tool sound too happy. Because I need someone to sound as angry and frustrated as I feel.
This will cool off in about an hour, so I might as well just say what I gotta say now and publish it so I don't take it out on myself later.
My next post will be so normal you won't even remember this one.
mark my words
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