I think I sometimes publish an exciting post unintentionally. Like I'm really tired and depressed right now, but I'm listening to something really awesome. But I'm forcing myself to type this out nice and slow. Weird mixture. Taste like crab.
You know, I learned something just now. Well, not really. I learned it on Saturday. Saturday morning to be precise. And then Julian's party made me forget anything. Seriously though, I feel like I've lost precious memories of my past and I can't really remember much. Feels like it happened weeks ago when it happened like 3 days ago.
Thinking hard(or hardly thinking, I'm not sure right now), I learned this a very long time ago. But it was the sort of thing you know, but you don't want to believe.
What I learned was:
You can be a legend in your own mind, but when you get down to it, it's what you do that defines you.
And what I mean is;
You can be really pissed off at someone, but if you smile and shrug it off, that's who you are. Because the world doesn't give a damn about what you think, it only takes note of what you do.
This applies for nearly anything.
In your mind, you might be a deep thinker or whatever. But if in reality you act childish and stuff, that's who you are to the world, just childish.
For once, I have no idea how to explain my idea. That makes this post useless. You can all take it out on my cbox.
But I have news for you guys.
This might be the last post on this blog. I think need to turn my life around. Instead of wasting away in this 'xbox-blogging-eating-sleeping' routine, I need to start reading and learning, like i did in december. Never thought it would end like this eh?
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