All the tongues here are forked.
I keep going on about how stupid, boring, and predictable life is. How the world just feeds you lies because the truth makes them uncomfortable. Well maybe one day I'm going to find that cuts both ways. I'll have the world to blame for me being that way, and the world will have everyone else to blame.
I guess if being bored is all I have to live for for the time being, then it'll have to do. Because a little bored is better than a little dead. Yesterday wasn't completely boring though. For the first time in months, I got to jam again. It wasn't perfect(far from it, it was more like malformed music) but being so out of practice, I didn't expect myself to remember which foot went first. But I did. Hoozah.
I just had three arguments. I lost all of 'em. Lost, not as in just been defeated, but utterly proved to be disqualified(again, bad sentence structuring). Which is sad but true. I'm not only not worthy, but not worth being worthy of even being part of the big picture. From here on out, I'm a regular person. Not part of any big change in society's view. Freedom? I don't know, it feels more like bondage. Oh well. What can ya do?
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