A general malaise seems to have overcome me

I spent a lot of time today talking. And I don't know why, but talking makes you feel important if it's done right. I think I ought to talk more often.

As the title suggests, I am not feeling too good. The whole day was just plain dry. My lips dry up 10 seconds after drinking a cup of water. It's just not right. Must be the haze.

I'm kinda liking the chill-outness of college. Ever since I dropped accounts at least. Freed up 5 hours of headache a week. Which I usually use to get lunch with the Ausmat bunch, COD4 with the MUFY bunch, chit-chat with the other bunches, or read books alone in the library.

Obviously this is a bad thing. I don't think I'm taking maths and English seriously enough. I don't practice math at all, and I write without reading instructions during English class. I see bad grades a-comin'.

Computer Science test is either tomorrow or Wednesday. I still haven't printed the bloody notes and let's not even talk about econs homework.

Looks like I've screwed my first month here up pretty bad. I need someone to keep my bad habits in check too. Excessive eating, drinking, biting my fingernails, time-wasting. All of those.

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I'd like to think I'm blogging better on THIS blog than I used to, because even though things aren't as interesting as they used to be (heck, I ain't as interesting as I used to be), I can still make it seem like it's more than just me telling people "what happened to me today". And I sincerely hope that's why the precious few people who return to read my blog are those who sincerely want to read it (and not because it's a social trend like facebook). Which I am sincerely grateful for by the way. So, thankee sais. Which means thank you people in the fictitious Jamaican-Russian-StephenKingish hybrid that I use.

Whatever.

Also, I've decided to start Painting a Tiger I tank. First I thought of making it look like a Tiger killing an M4 Sherman, then I realized I needed to be able to draw again first. Where better than right here:


Oh cmon, it's only 1 hour's worth of work.

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