331 jab another pin in me

Can you heal the broken worlds within?
Can you strip away so we may start again?
Just when all seems fine
And I'm pain free
You jab another pin
Jab another pin in me




You know who was my favourite character from Winnie the Pooh?

Eeyore. The pessimistic donkey. I don't know why, but when I was a kid, I just thought I could relate to him. And then one day, he sang the 'Optimistic' song, and I felt betrayed. I never watched Winnie the Pooh after that.


I think I'm not the same person I was 5 years ago. I'm still impatient, slow to anger, easy to frustrate, lazy and amazing at justifying my short comings. But I don't think I'm the same at all.

I've given up on taking sides. I'm NOT a man of science OR God. Science has the problem of presenting everything using language. That's why the TRUEST science is physics, because it uses more numbers than words. Doesn't make it true, just more true than most other branches.

For that reason, I'm not a really big supporter of literature. I love reading, and the fact that I blog more than most should indicate that I love writing. I'm not very good with reading OR writing. I just like doing it.

I'm doing A-levels at Sunway JB if anyone needs to know. But I want to get into the field of philology. I don't see me being relatively happy in any other 'parent approved' field. I want a job that's away from people and subjective.

Sorry this isn't a funny post. I really love doing funny posts. And it would be better for business if I didn't blog when I got depressed or had nothing to blog about, but I just can't keep away from this blog.


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