it's only getting worse

This is a world I fear but I don't understand. But I always fear. So stop coming here with your sadness, trying to prove something to yourself.



I'm talking of coarse of the world of desperation!



Now I could go ahead and post pictures of africans and vietnamese children having no schools and all that shit. But none of us will ever understand desperation. Not that sort of desperation.



The argument remains, do we sad, privalaged few deserve to be emo about all these little losses. We still get nice warm beds to sleep in and food to tuck into. And I just realized how much it's going to suck having a fucked up leg. Especially since it's my left leg. Now both my left leg and arm are going to mess with drumming. Hope I don't have to say goodbye to double bass =((

'Know your limits, master nair'

'Mathman has no limits'

'but subhash nair does'

'well then we can't afford to find out can we?'

It looks like I'm too weak to be a superhero after all.

=(

Time.

To.

Rot.