Old habits reappear
Fighting the fear of fear
Growing conspiracy
Everyone's after me
Frayed ends of sanity
Hear them calling me
-I suddenly love old Metallica-
But I'm done here. No more Fraking around. I've put this off for too long, buying time and finding excuses to not shut this poison Godmachine off.
So, now, when I say I'm done here, I mean I AM DONE HERE!
I'm going to put a curse on me if I do come back before SPM.
IF I VISIT MY BLOG BEFORE SPM, MY DOGS WILL RUN AWAY.
That should be enough to keep me away.
James Maynard Keenan once said
anger and hate are two completely different, although they both exhibit similar emotions. People don't realize how anger is constructive while hate is destructive.
I agree, not completely because I think nothing is true, and everything is permitted.
Everyone is asking me to stop saying that cause it makes no sense.
I say, whatever!
If it makes sense to me, why should I not say it when I will.
Nearly every technological marvel since the 1500's have come from the West.
Even when people say nowadays Japan and South Korea are just as good.
And China is a factory for the world.
I say ka pui.
Bull shit.
I'm about to say some things that may get me locked up in under some ISA law.
First of all, the reason I don't sing 'Negaraku' or do that whole Rukun Negara thing so 'semangatly' anymore is NOT because it's cool to do go against the flow. NOT even because I think this country sucks. It's because I don't believe in the country concept.
I don't believe in division. Division and categorizing is only to simplify things.
Since 92% of the human race don't like to think very hard, everything has become simplified.
Heck, I put people into categories without knowing it.
But just look at it this way, Malaysia is just 50 years old. Britain is less than 500 I think. The US can't be that old either.
What I'm saying is, this whole country concept is just a phase.
2000 years ago there weren't any countries at all.
Yet there were still Chinese, Westerners, Blacks, Malays, Indians, etc living on the same land we now name.
2000 years ago there were empires.
thousands of years before that, there were just City states and towns scattered round the world.
I think its silly to be patriotic, but I don't see any reason why I would betray a country. Betray a country usually benefits a rival country. I would rather not help ANY country at all.
Westerners realized the silliness of countrism a while back, and now are stepping out of the phase.
Just look at how Europe is slowly becoming ONE country.
All the countries there realized how stupid nationalism really is, and how they had to stop saying "my country is richer/cooler than yours".
You no longer need a passport to travel inside Europe.
Here is where it's gonna get ugly.
Stop reading if you don't wanna see ugly.
who am i kidding, your still gonna read.
Westerners(The U.S, Europe, GB, and Australia included, since they were Brits once) are clearly a superior race. Sure, they aren't as spiritual as Asians, but sheesh, they are freaking smart.
Even though, right now, I'm categorising every white man as westerner and every Chinese, Arab, Indian, Punjabi, Japanese, etc as Asian, please bare with me and leave out the exceptions.
I just need to take a 360 degree look around my room and see things thought up by Westerners.
Now, your gonna say what about Japan and South Korea!?!
You have not done your homework.
After WW2, there were Capitalists and Communists.
Capitallists : Western Europe, the US, South Korea, South Vietnam, Japan
Communists : Russia, Eastern Europe, North Korea, North Vietnam, China
But of coarse, the WW2 victors were the bosses here :US and Russia.
They both invested MILLIONS in the countries they occupied.
South Korea, Japan and West Germany were given US technology, Patent rights, funds and all kinds of things just to prove to the world how superior Capatilism was.
North Korea, North Vietnam and China were given missiles, AK 47s, and half of Russias very capable arsenal to terrify the world.
As the saying goes, the world will never except dictatorship and domination. And thus, the Cold War ended, and all the influenced countries were allowed freedom.
And they prospered.
Look at Japan, South Korea, Germany. They were under US influence and were funded like hell. Now they are the new kids on the block, kicking US butt at every turn.
China was an economic powerhouse after Russias influence faltered. They still continue the Communism struggle, but have allowed exceptions (just read Animal Farm, you'll understand how Communism eventually leads to Capitallism in the end).
So you see, even though Asians, primarily the Japanese, are very good innovators, it's the Western world that takes risks, makes leaps in technology, and kicks butt in the end.
MAYBE, if your a religious person, you'll find Asians superior. Since we're more traditional people.
And MAYBE, in your own eyes, religion is superior to thought, even though it constrains you to believe JUST ONE THING.
I'm NOT saying religion is bad. I would never say anything like that.
I think religion was great.
WAS.
Because people NEEDED unbelieveable stories 800 years ago, when they didn't know what a cell was.
Back then, every occurence in life was a miracle.
Would you be able to explain how and why the Sun rises in the East?
Or why when you eat white rice, it comes out brown through the other end?
HECK NO!
But back then, people needed to be controlled.
Because people needed these miracles to have a reason for occuring.
That's when(i hypothesize) religion and basic science came about.
Two completely different ways of thinking, both trying to give a reason to the people.
On one hand, you have religion, a promise that if you do good, good will be done on you. If you do evil, you shall recieve evil. Simple. And it said that there was a big guy looking after us all. If you cross any of the big guys rules, he'll send you to a place made of fire to burn forever, where you'll scream and cry and beg for mercy. But remember, he loves you.
Okay, it's more complicated than that, and no one may ever understand the true goal of religion.
But on the other hand, there is science. That rice you eat coming out brown? Let's open up this homeless guy after feeding him some, and find out exactly why it smells bad on the other end. Not so ethical, but at least we know why it happens.
Not that simple in real life.
Since 92% of people prefer NOT to think that hard, only 8% of them stuck to science.
Statistically speaking. That may not be true in real life.
But there is one thing I do believe in.
Religion relies on miracles to show how humans should do good.
Secular Ethics(science based ethics) relies on logic, and understanding that humans have the ability to emphatize, and from that, building up a new REASON to do good.
I don't do good because I want to make the BIG GUY happy.
Or so I can book my spot in heaven.
I do good because I understand I have the ability to feel the hurt someone else feels. And by doing good, I fuel my ego and maybe people will think better of me.
Call it insincere kindness if you will. To me, doing good so that you go to heaven is just as insincere as my way.
I'm going to lose a lot of friends and be sent to hell for everything I just said.
And by writing this long and pointless post that absolutely no one will bother to read or comment on, i just wasted an hour of my life I will never get back.
Good night, I hope I never visit this blog till SPM is over, for the love of my dogs.
PS I know this post is full of mistakes.. Its 2 am in the morning for god sake
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