Whatever, I didn't get selected for NS.
Everyone's making a big deal saying me and my kind are lucky.
It's not like I'd actually consider myself lucky.
I don't believe in luck, I don't believe in fate.
I believe things happen because of things that happen.
A door bell rings because someone clicked the button outside.
An earthquake happened because of the shifting of those plates underneath our feet.
Power supply units short circuit because of unregulated current flow.
And people who don't get selected for NS, don't get selected because their IC numbers didn't turn up in the random generator.
It's all the same. If I'm supposed to feel high, and mighty because I wasn't selected, I don't. I'm not going to point fingers and say it's God's will. Like everyone seems to be doing. God's will... yeah right.
I'm not even going to say I'm lucky. I'm not going to be humble and say everyone who got selected is going to have such a fraking great time. What happens, happens. Maybe you'll like it, maybe it'll be a waste of time. Just take it like a mature kid.
What I am going to say is that it was mere chance that I didn't get selected. Not some invisible guiding hand. Not some pre written destiny. I know, this is entirely against my principles of intellectual ambivalence, but I'm going to have to side with chance.
Chance, unbiased.
Chance doesn't give a shit if your black, white, yellow or brown(or caressable brown like me)
Doesn't care. Chance just doesn't care. It's not ignorant, it's just not sentient.
It's not chance that says when and how you'll die.
Durians don't fall on peoples heads because of chance.
But probabilities are all chance.
Duhh.
And getting selected for NS is all about probability.
I'll see you guys in school on friday.
p.s i had to edit this post cause there was a thousand spelling/grammatical mistakes
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